over the past 72 hours

Every time I allow (myself) my guard to fall and my feelings to surface, I hear my heart crack a bit. The empty ache to feel loved or be the ache in someone else’s heart... makes me sad and tears roll on my cheek. Will I be that for someone? Will I find someone who will show me the love that everyone proclaims is the love you’ll know when you sense it? I await and I hope but my vulnerability ends now.

You again

In the end of my chaotic week, I finally laid my head down to sleep. In the middle of my dream I saw you again. We were a couple. We were in love. We were magnets in magnetic love. We were traveling to a friend's wedding and we were so desperately in love. Your eyes read my heart and your smile cut through my soul. It was the happiest I had ever been and you professed the same.

As I awoke, in one to two blinks, I realized it was You again. It had been so long I almost questioned who you were. You had disappeared from my mind for so long that your return was so familiar, it was seamless and my mind knew it.

Who are you?
Where are you?
Why do you keep coming back over and over again?
Will I meet you soon?
The future is bright... present yourself to me.